As I lay here for just a few minutes, I will focus on you, Father. Your perfect love casts out all fear. Thank you for life. Thank you for this journey you have me on. For I know now more than ever, You truly are with me. You have never forsaken me. You have always made your presence known to me. Although I cannot see you, I feel you, I smell your sweet fragrance. You are good to all. You are my king and LORD! Truly, you have revealed your love to me. No longer will I seek your hand, but your face...oh Your Beautiful Face! Daddy, thank you for always meeting me in this place. Thank you for your unfailing love that washes over me like sweet, sweet rain. I am so in love with you.
Right now, I am in pain, and I am very, very sick to my stomach. These dry heaves have lasted 3 days now. I don't know how much longer I can endure this in my own strength. So, I am going to rest here in your arms. This may be your divine delay. I don't know. What may I do for you today? My heart, ears and eyes are open...